Beginning

Dennis, the husband, died early this morning. The bad thing, the difficult, uncomfortable, discouraging, sad thing is over and the good that was promised him is beginning. That’s the story that both of us have believed and we’re very happy to stick with it. A new beginning for him, made possible by Jesus Christ.

I love it that God did not want for any of his creation to be wasted. I love that he always planned a way for the imperfect to become perfect, and that the way had to be through relationship. It’s a precious thing to feel known, valued, and loved even when I haven’t earned it. Even more important, nothing on earth can take away or change what God has in mind for me. I love having the worldview of the one who made the world.

It’s a new beginning for me as well. I am a widow. A single. I’ve had 50 years of being otherwise, and I’m grateful for those years, and for being able to spend them with Dennis. There’s a lot to process here and I might not get around to doing that online. This post is a thank you to all who have followed our journey with Lewy Body Dementia. We learned a lot along the way. I will always have compassion for others who are experiencing this disease in any manner. Caregivers, feel free to reach out for support. I am on your side!